shortsmart

2006-05-07T01:37:00.000+08:00

my drink.

2006-01-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i cut my hair.
it was a last minute decision.
i was dragged into it.
anyway. I DON'T LOOK LIKE A SHU2 NV3 ANYMORE.
i look like puny version of shuhui.

happy issues.
OH. I CAN PLAY MY PART FOR "PERSIS" ALR.
majority of my hmwk is complete.
CNEWYEAR IS COMING.
we're going for dance concert tmr.
[[DISPLAY OF NEW OUTFITS TIME.]]

stupid issues.
I CANT PLAY BASS DRUM FOR "RIDE".
got a number of hmwk.
TMR'S ESIP TEST.
i dont look guai1 anymore.

but overall. im just an exhausted happy person

2006-01-15T18:45:00.000+08:00

i'm really into karene's blog. PEAS to earth. like thanks loads. HAH. we had"class bonding" thingy ytd. on msn. and there was this really weird guy among us. i kind alike his nick. fortune's a smiling whore. ohwell i cant really rmbr him. all i know is he's from opposite. and his karene's friend i guess. and i realise a number of them maple. surprising. X))

anyway. i've got this hill of hmwk not done. and i'm still pissed over friday's incident. i've complained to EVERY hci guy i know. like TSK can. i was walking across the bridge, rushing home. my parents were like in batam. so no one could fetch me. then this three guys. were walking in frnt of me. like really slowly. and they were like blocking the whole bridge cause they are big ppl. unlike others. so i had to walk just as slowly. so as not to smack into them. then i saw my bus. i was like SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITE. so i said EXCUSE ME. but they were talking so loudly i BET they cant even hear their own voices. they didnt move at ALL. then i said excuse me again and they still refuse to move.

okay finally this great aunty walking from the opposite direction came. so that guy had to give way. AND I SQUEEZED THROUGH. but my bus left alr. so irritatingly pissed that i turned back and stare at them. but they were still talking just as loudly so they didnt noticed. and the next bus didnt visit me until another 45 mins later. and i thought i saw weileong. i mean there was this grp of REALLY small boys sec1s i think. holding a bball. so i was like asking him whether he ended his trng and he said no. and he said that there were no sec1 jnrs yet. OHMAN what did i see.-- PISSEDOFF.

oh i got new pairs of shoes again. PURPLE. CUTE. yet weird. in some sort of way. a number of clothes. I LOVE SALES. i bet sales love me too. (:

alright got to go say hi to my hmwk. bye peeps.

2006-01-10T10:28:00.000+08:00

ohyes. finally time is by my side.
anyway.
school's okay. i guess
except for the fact that certain teachers are getting on my nerves.
and that the amount of hmwk is increasing day by day.

F.Y.I
i really dont give a damn when pple talk about me.
i mean. i'm wont scream at you.
esp when you accuse me of something.
i'm not the kind who'll go explaining to you that im right.
or that i didnt do anything.
i cant be bothered.
and i dont care if you tell the world that i did someth i didnt.
why?. cause i dont see a need to explain.
its not because im guilty of it.
since you think its me,
there's no point for me to tell you. its not me.
it'll just make you feel that im guilty.
right?.
so why should i waste my energy
hurt my mouth muscles
kill my emotions
just to explain to you. and make you confirm im guilty.
since you believe its me. BELIEVE LARH.

hah getlost (((((((((((((:

__________________________
oh. ive decided.
that i need a bag. im sick of seeing mine.
a pencil box. [[let it drop from the sky.]]
im going to revamp my closet.
i need new clothes. thats for sure.
im going to be extremely nice and sweet.
im going to study hard.
i'm going to be smart.[LIAR]
im going to GROW TALL.
im going to make sure that my piggy bank doesnt go hungry.
im going to make sure that timr doesnt run away from me.
AND im gonna make sure you get out of my way in changing.

ohgosh. thats ohsowhateverish.

2006-01-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

2 words.
sch sucks.

im done for mahn.
chem teacher humiliated me.
and everyth's just screwed can.

CANT YOU TALK.
CANT YOU JUST TALK.
LIKE WHATS YOUR PROBLEM.
we used to have so much to talk about.
crapping ALL DAY.
WHATS YOUR PROBLEM.
you just suddenly stop talking.
LIKE HEY?. im not talking to you today.
you're just getting on my NERVES.
no. im not gonnarh cry.
cause it isnt worth crying for some guy who used to be a friend.

2005-12-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

i want to get drunk.
i need to.
at least i can forget some stuffs temporarily. [like what weileong says]

someone. please. pour mengpo soup into my mouth.

2005-12-26T14:44:00.000+08:00

its just another right decision gone wrong.
i want you back.
i need you.

LOSE IT.

2005-12-25T13:57:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeee.
okay ytd went to novena with my family.
then went to raffles place to shop for AHMA BASKETS.
then we went john little and robinsons.
got daddy a wallet.
mummy a skirt.

[for an extrememly detailed version of the bottom. please go to chaiping's blog]

then i told my parents "im going to meet my friend
he has been walking arnd orchard himself"
and they were like HIMSELF?!?!
HAHAHAHHAA.
its just weileong.
and so i walked ALL the way to wisma.
fom robinsons.
SAY IM NICE.
and we waited for chaiping.
and yujie. yingzhen.
and then sarah.

so. we went to food republic to EAT.
ANDI MET MY DARHLING HUIJUAN.
hahaha. huijuan's mummy too.
and then we went to meet charles.
at the pretty castle in the middle of taka.
we bought spray cans.
SARAH'S SPRAY CAN WAS LIKE.
some baby spray thing.
spray like one small lil thing come out.
and then we went arnd spraying.
AND THEN SOME IDIOT HIT MY HIP.
curse that person.
big bump there now.

oh den we met jiahong.
and charles got sprayed at heeren.
hair white.
santa charles. HAHAHHA
then the waiter from nydc scold scold.
): went starbucks after tt.
acting nuts.
someth hurt so badly can.
but we were all laughing.
like over stupid stuffs?
er. HAHHAHA?.

then we tried to cross over.
stupid mistake.
and got stuck.
couldnt climb over and leave yujie.
she was the only one with a skirt.
and we tried to walk to wisma.
we got stuck too.
human congestion.

practically standing on the road.
yet being pushed further.
we had to find larrison.
BUT HE WAS LIKE NOWHERE CAN.
we were like. TOPSHOP. TOPSHOP.
and he was like ROXY ROXY.
find until very long then FOUND him.

and we decided to walk pass wisma.
WRONG DECISION MADE MAHN.
we were squeezed. squashed. stuck.
cause one side was pushing the other side.
and the other side pushing back.
oh whatever.
honestly you could hear alot of vulgarities.
some obviously contributed by larrison.
and some contributed by ppl whom weileong offended.

actl quite comical larhs.
esp when weileong had to pull larrison out.
and when larri told us that hes hand got stuck in between two pple.
DONT CARE. I WANT TO LAUGH AT YOU.
act gay with weileong.
tsk can. childish.
oh then yingzhen and i were pulling charles.
den yujie was losing grip of my hand.
so i told her to hold my pants.
i thought my shorts were. safe
but she hold until want drop can!
its a long queue jiu shi.
and i noticed their specs were getting misty.
oh so funny.
my feet was black.
after pple STEPPED ON ME.
most of the time it was charles.

thks to two VERY STRONG malay ladies.
we finally got out.
with air
FRESH AIR.
and the rest still want spray pple.
tsk tsk.
except larrison.
he was tired. AHHAHAH
HAI WO BEI SPRAYED CAN. ):
kana sprayed ALOT OF TIMES.
like i never spray you you spray me for what.
sumth like charles chaiping and yujie.
luan luan spray pple.
so yucky somemore.
i spray wrongly i still say sorry.
I SO POLITE.

and i gave out presents.
thank me.
ME.
oh den we walked arnd met jiahong again.
and they bought spray cans.
again.
and i went home.
like.
2 hours l8r then promised.

and i sat outside the door.
cause i left my keys with my mummy.
and then i bathe.
jumped to bed before someone screams.
i was smsing charles.
but i decided to call him.
cause my bill.
is erm. ohwell as usual.
and we chat till FOUR.
guess he needed more sleep than me.
so we went to bed.

ohwell. merry christmas.
its jsut another right decision went wrong.

2005-12-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

there isn't a need for me to guess anymore.
it really just blows down to me.
there's nothing left for me to prove otherwise.
my character is just beyond. hope.

and hope is a very dangerous thing to toy with.

what is needed is just a touch of time.
it'll never work out if both doesn't stop to think.
and realise that both weren't meant to be.
i won't deny that those were the happiest days.
although they are and will be worth recollecting.
some parts do hurt.
just like a broken mirror.
its best to look at those pieces as a whole each.
then to try to fix them to make a whole and get hurt.

what's the rush to get into a relationship.
well it does make you feel that finally.
there's someone to share the burden with you.
but it ties you down emotionally.
esp if the burden isnt shared.
it isnt your fault.
its mine for not being the kind of girl you need.
that kind who can understand at all times.

at least i've learnt that there a nice pple.
and there's a need to open up emotionally.
[HUIYI YOU OUGHT TO LEARN FROM ME BABE]
and to think wisely. [AS ALWAYS]

crying ain't going to relive the past.

you were my favourite mistake.
you'll always be.

2005-12-19T19:33:00.000+08:00

i feel a sense of loss when i quarrel with people.
everything just screwed suddenly.
so many issues. all in less than 72 hours.

i guess it just me.

i can't tolerate pple humiliating me.
its a matter of fact that my patience is limited.
i've gained nothing from losing my temper.

but i can't control both my temper and tears.
everything spills just like that.

even when i've tried to stop it.

even when everyone's around me.
the burden's still there.
i can't tell them.
it won't help.
the burden doesn't get of my back.
yet the load increases.

i want to tell you.
but you're never there.
even if you're.
i don't get the chance to do so.

do i?

there's so many things i've been wanting to say.
to tell you.
but keeping it inside till you're free to hear.
kind of wears me off.
i do forget.
and you won't bother will you?

i don't want to leave you. do i?
i admit i can't let go.
but i just dont want everything to end up as a mistake.
a big mistake from the start.
its just a break. for the time being.

yet why do i feeling as if i've lost something impt.
something precious.
something which have been with me. for a long long time.
something called. you.

because of my loss.
my temper has fluctuated.
my attitude's gone bad to worse.

yes. my attitude's really bad.
but WHY.

it wasnt just me.
you shouted first.
you just had to be so quick to shout at me.
why am i suppose to get scolded when you're the one who's late.

so i should cry?
tmr's going to be worse.
until the day you come back.
or rather. we get back.

or maybe it really all blows down to me.

bottlin'tup.

2005-12-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

okay boring.

[tuesday.]
day out for dear. yingzhen. shikai. jiahong. and ME.
sad boring quiet sian day.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
i so sad.
okay nvm.
watched aeon flux.
then went home.

[wednesday.]
ohsoBORING.

[thursday.]
BAND WAS GOOOOOOOOOOD.
quite slack.
cause we only played three songs.
i still cant get gershwin right!!

[today]
i refused to get out of bed.
too tired.
and i told my mum i dont want to go to sch.
hahah. then my rubber band came out of my braces.
and i nearly swallowed it.
AND I'M SICK.
and i refuse to move from my bed.
THATS TT!

stuffs:
-hair.
-presents.
-money.
-commonwealth.
-booklist.

nights.

2005-12-07T13:52:00.000+08:00

just a few things i need to remind myself.

commonwealth essay.
statistics.
booklist.
-Please purchase practical books Volume 1 & 2 from school bookshop for 2006. Total cost is about $9. The books are not on booklist.
-the Chemistry textbook for next year Sec 3 IP and O level should be 9780195887167 Chemistry Matters for "O" Level Textbook$21.10
-

2005-12-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

NONONONO.
come back.
i want you back.
//now

2005-11-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

I HATE EVERTH.
get lost.
go away.
i dont need it.

2005-11-27T20:14:00.000+08:00

okay this is the list of stuffs i need to handle with.

stupid booklist.
damn letter.
crappy history.
horrible statistics.
enjoyable christmas shopping.
time consuming making of christmas cards.
commonwealth essay AGAIN.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate it.

2005-11-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

reply to tags

//weileong: HELLO (:
//larrison: got. is you nv go and find.
//crystal: DONT WANT. hahhaahha big and pretty for EVERYONE TO SEE.
//sijie: HELLLLLLOOOOO. YES ITS OBVIOUS THERE IS YOUR NAME.
//lydia: i dont have your picture ): welcome babe.
//janabel: IM SO SO SORRY. my apologies. i change now (:
//sarah: OH HELLO. thks for relinking. (: no. i think my name's prettier.
//audrey: oh hello. okay im linking you.
//shikai: i neednt repeat myself right? (:
//yingzhen: i scared i put everyone all dont want come (:
//siewying: where got. okay what.
//weehao: you ought to say so.
//pris: thks load. im trying my best not to rmbr much. when i end up failing. i'll spill out my bottled-up contents.

shall blog bout wedns.
i went out to orchard.
I STILL FEEL MY DRESSING IS PERFECTLY OKAY.
watched potter.
not bad.
bought a new wallet.
33 bucks.
ate at billy bombers.
yummy (:
HAPPY DAY. SAD PEA.

2005-11-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

WHERE'S EVERYONE WHEN YOU NEED THEM.
i need to talk to someone.
anyone serious actually.
but everyone in my contact list are jokers.
or non-serious bunch of pple.
THE GOOD THING ABOUT NON-SERIOUS BUNCH OFF PPLE IS THAT....
they are nice fun cool crappy interesting
totally-outta-their-mind utterly amazing peeps.
but when it comes to opinions.
not quite the right sort.
i really need SOMEONE WHO CAN GIVE ME A NON-BIAS OPNION RIGHT NOW.
which is most likely someone im not close with or a stranger or somone i look up to. down to. ohwhatever.
i really need to consult someone.
i really need to spilled out my bottled up feelings.

SOMEONE. ANYONE. IM DYING.

2005-11-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

replies to tags:

[#]jiawen- YES I KNOW. thks for tagging anyway.
[#]siewying- (:. did you see your face there?
[#]roger- WHATEVER. haha you too
[#]bea- erm. WHERE CAN WE GATHER?
[#]sijie- WHOOPS i put that pic cause of my face. uhh.. nvm larhs let you be happy (:
[#]chinming- heh. mwahhs mwahhs. thkew (:
[#]vera- sorry i forgot your face. and it really is ABIT can
[#]shuhui- i dint mean to spell it as SHIHUI. im SORRY. SHUHUI.
[#]eening- you too babe.
[#]justin- ARENT YOU HAPPY THAT PPLE ACTUALLY STARE AT YOU?

WHEEEEEEEEEE

2005-11-21T18:07:00.000+08:00

OKAY
im NOT DONE WITH THIS BLOG YET.
left the links.
and the SIDES (:

2005-11-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

I DONT GIVE A SHIT BOUT WHAT YOU DO.
cause you arent even worth being a shit.
worthless creep.

ooohkay. let me describe about ytd.
WOKE UP SO EARLY to go to jurong east library.
i tot cip would be fun.
but it was so fraekking tiring.
we keep arranging.
and children keep messing.
OH SO IRRITATING.
BUT. its okay. I STILL LOVE IT.
den we ate jap food.
THAT WOMAN CHEAT OUR MONEY.
okay forget it.
AND I BOUGHT A MICKEY MOUSE BAG.

den i met with the rest my svpeeps at lot one.
I DINT GET TO CYCLE.
oh crap ):
ohkay. den we went to novena church.
and we went to AUNT LUCY's PLACE
and we swam.
wheeeee.
busy busy day.

2005-11-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

i've been trying my best to look for a job. ):
AND NOW MY DAD TELLS ME HE GOT ONE FOR ME.
but im NOT HAPPY.
cause its at isetan.
and i cant ask anyone to join me.
and im not ready.
I CANT WORK ALONE....
oh god i dont want to be a promoter.
i always reject promoters when they ask me.
imagine i go "HELLO. MAY I HELP YOU?"
and they say erm just looking around.
AHHHHHHHHHHH. so freak.
i just want to be that girl in the storeroom
putting clothes on hangers.

p.s. i wannarh go out.
to tags
[pissilala] HAHAH ohkay i'll love you. cause i know you love me. (:
[sijie] HELLO. HELLO
[suikim] did you go out on weds?. sorry i shi yue halfway. ):

2005-11-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

END OF YEAR PRESENTS (:

2005-11-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

oohkay.
long day.
suppose to meet pat, huijuan and liangzhen
at 1230.
HAHA but i woke up at 1145.
and reached there around 2.
by then, pat and hj alr finished lunching.
patricia was like "OHMYGOD.
your dressing's so..."
OHFINE.
so we decided to walk arnd heeren.
ALL OF A SUDDEN.
i had the urge to shit HAHAHA.
oh yup. fell in love with a pouch (:.
den we walked arnd somemore.
decided to go to lucky plaza.
there we met liangzhen.
she's so puny couldnt SEE her.
den we saw some footwears. for 7 bucks.
which pat and huijuan were tempted to buy.
BUT THKS TO ME.
i told them to keep on looking first.
and they found another kind for 5 bucks.
and we bought clothes.
huijuan got a 3quarts.
pat and me both got a same dress.
WHEEEE. (:

that was when we started PHOTOWHORING.
and we even took pics with the RUBBISHBIN.
i bet everyone tought we were MAD.
haha. den we walked all the way to taka.
and we walked arnd.
and took pictures with TOYS.
the DOODLEBEAR.
sat at mos and ATE ALL HUIJUAN'S FRIES
hahah. den we brought lz to the taxi stand.
aftertt. pat, hj and i walked to orchard mrt.
i guess they really broke down [TOO TIRED].
ohhhh. FUN FUN DAY.

p.s. HUIJUAN'S GIVING HER THEORY BOOK. WHEEE

2005-11-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

EXIT.

i met matthew. matthew met me.
after band. i was sitting alone.
and he came beside me.
he just finished his concert in the auditorium too.
he wouldnt stop talking.
didnt really understand him tho.
kinda INAUDIBLE.
he was wearing a red shirt and a white pants.
and i gave him my green tea to drink. (:
he said thks in chinese.
HE WAS OH SO CUTE.
he kept flipping through my scores.
and talking to me at the same time.
but. soon it was time for him to go back with his friends.
didnt bear to let him go.
BYE MATTHEW <3333.
p.s
hes from kinderland [farrer road].
hes only two and hes 23kg. damn chubby and ROUND.

after listening to my dearest percussion mates.
i cant differentiate bitches from others anymore.

2005-11-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

replies to TAGS.

[#] dorcas: when you want date me? (:
[#] siewying: YOUR SNR GOT TASTE ONE OKAY.
[#] sijie: but i know you like more. HAH
[#] emily: dont you dare forget me.
[#] bernice: HI BERTAN.
[#] shuhui: I LOVE YOU TOO. MUACKS. MISS YOU.
[#] suikim: CANNOT ISIT. do the quiz larhs (:

oh ytd was last day of choral night.
i agree with ros. CHORAL NIGHT 2005 WAS OURS.
oh yea. met suikim at j8.
it was kinda a last min decision.
I WAS EARLY. (:.
well the truth was i was late. but i was earlier than suikim.
i bought a skirt for ber. [belated birthday present]
den we took neos.
hahah. and met the rest.
whee it was FUN.

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2005-11-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

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2005-11-03T14:18:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEEEE im happy yet sad.

ytd was choral night.
morning. went to sch.
play play practised alil.
then went to report at audi. at 8
and rehearsed.
mr gary tang was getting fiercer and cruder as time passed.
he even scolded the ava girl. TSK.
poor thing.
i was freaked out during the rehearsal.
but got used to it after spealing awhile.

den we WERE DAMN HUNGRY cause it was like 1pm.
den we went coronation to eat.
its like one group of pple. and cafe wadever was DAMN busy cause of us.
beatrice REFUSED to eat lorhs.
she couldnt decide between popiah or soup.
in the end she decide to share a 4-piece popiah with me.
and i had a hard time forcing her to eat the 3rd piece.

den we went back and divided ourselves into 2 groups.
first group-- siyu huiyi suikim. bathe den sleep.
2nd group-- melli ros shuui pris and me. sleep den bathe.
so we slept [didnt really sleep cause of SOME pple from OUR class.]
den when it was our time.
we walked all the way to the toilet.
and bathe.
couldnt stop singing.
and wasting water.
and passing soaps and shampoos and conditioners and facial wash around.
sliding them under doors.
SO FUN. hahaha
ROS VERY SLOW CAN.
so i was waiting for pris when the THREE TALLIES left.
so pris and i were walking when BOO. MELLISSA scared us.
pris screamed like mad. i merely shouted. (:
den shuhui was like. HURRY UP LARHS ROS WALK UNTIL VERY FAR.
den we hurried and BOO again ROS SCARED US AGAIN.
tsk. and expected pris screamed again. and i shouted.
ALTHO I EXPECTED IT.
yup. so they were like the last one to reach is a pig.
but me and pris were talking. DO NOT DISTURB.
so we walked slowly.
den i GUESS THEY WOULD SCARE US the third time.
so i opened the door and moved away.
AS EXPECTED ROS THREW A TOWEL OUT.
hmmph. i dunnno why but pris screamed -.-

den we gave out presents and received presents and flowers.
den we ordered macs delivery, total of 81 BUCKS.
we practised and put on make up.
first suikim placed foundation on me to make me look pale.
but not as pale as a ghost.
den she placed the blusher on me.
HOWever they say too pale. ):
den after tt. i went to jiayi and she placed MORE BLUSHER on me
den they say not pale enough.
PFFFFFFFFFFt. oh forget it.
and we ate. and sang karaoke with the microphone which is suppose to be used for lectures.
ITS WAS SO FUN.

shikai, yingzhen, larrison, weileong and some others came.
soon the first half went on stage.
and we went to watch.
IT WAS REALLY GOOD.
made me tense and nervous and freakked out.
then it was our turn.
AHHHH.
what took more than 15 weeks was gone in last then 15 mins.
IT WAS TOO GOOD.
almost dreamlike and fantasy.
it was the best of the best of the greatest.
mr gary tang said 3 years ago our class was well known for its drama play.
3 years later. WE LIVED UP TO OUR REPUTATION.
both eng and chi brought laughter.
WE WERE SO GREAT. (:

<33333333
i love you TWO O SEVEN. WE ROCK.

2005-10-22T16:15:00.000+08:00

i feel so miserable.
i cant stop shitting.
thanks to food poisoning.
stupid chicken.
grrrrrr.

and im starting to hate you.
WHY.
where are you when im sick.
you make me feel worse when im sick.

2005-10-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEee
pics pics and MORE pics.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEe (: hahah

2005-10-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

okay just got back from ber's

ROS WOKE ME UP.
i wasnt even intending to go~
then she called me.
and asked me why i havent washed up.
she sorta dragged me up the bed on the phone.
and yea i asked pinyan to come to my place.
and we went off together.

mell. ros. sh. ber. jw. hy. sk. bea. py. pris. mel. sj. mari. sy and ME
was kinda STUPID of me there.
i wanted to play with her BIG dog.
caused i was scared of bella, her SMALL dog.
so i went out to play with it.
but he harassed me!!!
he wont stop pouncing on me.
i tried to run.
but it ran after me
SCARY FIRST TIME. :'(
den i went in. then we sort of played
partied.
eat.
oh we SWAM.
uh huh oh yea.
we swam with clothes.
apparently the pool was suppose to be 1.4m
but it seemed more than tt.

I THINK IT WAS COOL. (:

2005-10-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

this feeling.
is worse than being ditched.
or dumped.
or abandoned.
or failing to do well.
or getting scolded.
or being blamed.
or being the scapegoat.
or being used.
or accused.
or having everyday as your BURDEN.

this feeling. is NOT being able to do WHAT YOU WANT at the THAT TIME. with PPLE YOU WANT. its like. everyth gone

2005-10-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

i wan cry lerhs

2005-10-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

SHUCKS. i feel SO FREAKKING upset.

ive been stuck at home for TWO WHOLE DAYS.
nth but eat and sleep and watch OH SO NTH teevee.
urging to shop since mon night.
tues stay at home.
today stay at home.
tmrw stay at home.
well i can go to ber's hse.
but no one go with me.
den at first i tot can go ber's hse after i shop with suikim and sijie.
but. i mistook the time for 4 instead of 11.
okay. someone tell me i can forget bout shopping.
i REALLY WANT SHOP.
i dont want shop after results.
cause im expecting bad ones.
and expecting bad ones. means you'll start counting.
start counting. means you'll know whether you get into ip.
SIGHH. i dont want to shop next week.
i wont have the MOOD.

SUCKS

2005-10-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEEEE.
sci paper sucked.
but i dont care (:
OH YEA UH HUH.
SECOND HALF GOT INTO ENGLISH SPEECH.
iyo. stress.

went ice skating just now.
with ros. shuhui. mellissa. suikim. sijie. siyu. huiyi. and pinyan.
hahha pinyan. shuhui. huiyi and i couldnt skate.
then sijie was lyk WHEEEEEEEe. can skate big deal.
okay so. ros tried to teach me but i refused to lift up my feet.
she very mean can.
she and sijie wanted to play catching.
ASK ME BE CATCHER. lyk i cant skate.
keep saying im a hazard on the ring
den mellissa taught shuhui.
den came to teach me.
and ros came. AND REFUSED TO HOLD ME.
but IVE LEARNT TO SKATE oh-kayly.
ohhh. tt huiyi CANNOT skate larhs.
keep screaming. hahha (:
im so proud of myself. I DIDNT FALL.
until this woman accidentally skate passed me.
and caused me to fall.
well at least she apologised.
or i'll SCREAM at her.
den ros fell.
and skates hit my ankle.
now got baluku. ):
den this lil girl in red. came to ros and went
BOO.
den sijie was lyk BOO her back.
iya kiddos. dont play larhs.

oh they we went to the arcade
so tempted to play para.
but didnt.
den we played dance dance revolution.
SIJIE CAN PLAY LORHS.
we play with her can pass.
we play with others.
FAIL. UHHHHH
watever.
den we tried to play the drums.
6 pple control 9 buttons.
failed 4 times.
den tt guy beside us.
our age.
all he control only. HE PASS.
irony mahn.
den no $$
so we went home..........

pretty day (:

2005-10-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

im feeling so unwell.
grrrr. one more paper.
cant wait to shop.
but doubt i'll have the mood.
SHUCKS SHOOT POOEY.

2005-10-06T16:10:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEE.
ive gotten over hist and geog and LA and chi.
pfffffffft.
finally got the time to blog.
but im off for maths.

BYE wish me luck luck and more luck (:

2005-09-20T16:58:00.000+08:00

I FEEL SO UPSET.
im no longer pissed.
sorry has come to a state where it no longer holds any meanng and sincerity.
start crying

ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

2005-09-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

im watching teevee.
but im also studying my history.
yayness.
suez canal and industrial revolution.
i think im kinda slow in revising.
oh nvm. at least im revising. (:

im pissed.
so pissed.
why isit always the same. EVERYTIME?
i can nv reply you after more than 10 mins.
you will nv reply me after tat.
how stupid.
say wat. next time can just call you.
if miss call. you'll call me back.
MY FOOT. see larhs. call back wat?.
IM NOT TALKING TOY OU.
i hate you for making me love you.
):

2005-09-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

im watching mr and mrs smith.
hahha, brad pitt's JUST SO HOT.
anyway. i shall reply to tags

to sijie:
oh my you're still my number one fan. FLOODING MY BLOG WITH YOUR NONSENSE. hahha. sure i'll show you the pics. thkew babe. sorry for not tagging yours. HEH i will alright?. (: im cheering up. no. im HAPPY, thkew (: mwahhs.

to siewying:
heh i'll tag i'll tag!! sorry.

to shuhui:
LAOGONG. thkew. i miss you. miss me? im happy. im cheerful.

to siyu:
deardear siyu. thks for tagging. IM CHEERING UP. (:

THKEW (:

2005-09-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

today's the nicest day i had in FIVE weeks.
couldnt sleep last night.
so woke up quite early in the morn.
well. thought dear's timing would be off, as usual.
but he was ON THE DOT.
so i was late.
plus he got to rush to trng after tt.
no time for me. pffffft.
anyway. we went to jurong east library.
couldnt think of anywhere.
den just sit at the corner.
and dear got this book.
quite yet NOT VEH interesting.
a lot of pple pass by larhs.
to go to the washroom.
den this guy who wore a turban told us not to sit there.
errrr. whatever.
we didnt budge.
den we went off.
walk out tt time we saw a nanyang girl.
but i dint realise BRIAN WAS THERE.
i was lyk eh?!
den after tt we go popular.
SIGHHH. no tatty teddy. pfffties
so, we went to the mrt station.
and i heard some mad woman scream my name.
and i turn to see my pretty owner dorcas (:
YAYYYYYEEE *screams frantically*
crazy woman. scream so loud.

go home tt time.
stupid eugene call me to play badminton
den huiting wont stop calling me when im slping.
HAIYA. in the end i went.
w/o eating.
den reach home.
bathe. felt so GIDDY.
felt lyk fainting.
but i dint.
i ate TWO LARGE servings.
so full i wannarh vomit.

____finger sign.

2005-09-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

okay. today was SO FUNNY.
had tuition.
I COMPLETED STANDARD FORM WS.
den met suikim to go out
its lyk. we're suppose to reach at 2.3o
but i went there at 11.2o!!!
den we went to j8.
shopped for birthday presents (:
bought pinyan an early one.
and den we took loads of neos.
ITS ON FRENSTER. (:
den we sort of rushed back cause suikim had to teach emily smo stuffs
den smo we were SO LOUD.
but discussing have to open mouths.
open mouths nan mian will loud wat.
7 pple okay!!!
den we went com lab and we helped them in maths.
now i reached home.

AND IM STARVED TO DEATH. ):

2005-09-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

im sick.
im ill.
im so tired.

im so unhappy larhs.
i really dont want to see you.
i dont want to hear you.
i dont want to speak to you.
i just dont want to feel you.
i feel empty.
useless.
lyk a bum.

~~insecurity. DAMN.~~

2005-09-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

okay.
today was a WORRYING day.
had to worry bout percussion performance.
and lit test.
at least they are over now.
but the most damn thing is.
the whole holidays week,
i have to go school.
i am SO irritated.
forget it.

oh ANOTHER COOL THING.
joanne told me that she went for a magic show at her chrch last week.
den she got called to be some helper or sumth.
and the camera focus on her.
she say she was VEH VEH jing zhang.
den she was asked to focus on this candle or sumth.
den BOO this ghost appeared from behind to scare her.
SO LOSER LARHS!. (: hahha.
and. that church is dear's coach's church. (:
my bestie's a blurdo who embarrassed herself.
tsk tsk tsk.

2005-09-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

sighh.
im sick.
and im losing my head.
oooooooohhh i lyk tt sentence ALOT.

oh whatever.
sad day.
nice concert.
slipped away to go home.
wanted to go p.sch at 3
but they say 2.3o close.
whatever.
went jogging UNDER THE HOT SUN.
stupid larhs. i forgot.
but i didnt bother.
needed to sweat myself out.
and stop thinking bout everyth.
yup. den i went to p.sch!!!
i mean. yea.
tts the happiest part of the day.
so. we chit chat.
couldnt find any teachers cept for mrs lazar.
STILL AS. big.

den 6a guys really let the passion live on.
CANT STOP PLAYING SOCCER.
GRRRRR.
we were hanging out in gangs.
huiting joanne and i.
too bad dorcas lihong weehao and thomas didnt join us
its lyk the 1o of us are SEPERATED.
chin ming joined the rest.
while marcus and eugene went with the guys.
everyone changed. but not her.
but i still help it if shes lyddat.
i mean WHAT CAN I DO.
im not interested in what you do
i dont care if you wannarh prove you're the best.
i dont give a shit about what you think about me mahn.
SHUT UP, bitch.

okay den joanne and i went to lot one.
we TOURED lot one.
and i sprayed at least SEVEN different kinds of body sprays on my hand.
thks to miss joanne tay jia min.
hahha. IT STINKS LARHS.
yup. (:
i got the bilabong pencil case alr heh.
thkew ;) i <3 yall

2005-08-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

thks to siyu and huiyi.
NOW EVERYONE WANTS TO COME TO MY HSE.
suikim, sijie. etc.
wannarh come over after eoys.

okay forget that.
i. want to be happy.
but i dunno if im happy.
cause. i also dunno why.
just. yea lyddat.
today sucked.
BADLY. i dunno.
i cant make it for my role.
it just sucks larhs.
NOW I REALLY FEEL LYK A GIRL DYING.

and.
i dunno if i should talk to him.
i mean. i really wannarh talk to him.
but. i wannarh prove to myself tt i can be happy w/o him.
there are three things i wannarh tell him.
but i dont think i can even BRING it up to him larhs.
cause everytime i feel lyk killing him.
and he smses me, i just softened ALMOST immediately.
PEA CHONG. YOU SUCK.
how i wish i can choose not to love. and not to feel heartbroken.

2005-08-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

i think wat im gonnarh say is SO CONTRADICTING
compared to wat i said ytd.
but i AM REALLY NOT HAPPY.

you are such a GIRAFFE.
its not the first time.
you disappoint me.
AGAIN AND AGAIN.
im SICK of it.
pfffffffft.
promises arent meant to be broken.
I HATE IT.
so IRRITATING.
i mean. i think i REN3 too long lerhs.
come on larhs.
EVERYONE KNOWS IM IMPATIENT.
but its lyk. im REALLY PATIENT WITH YOU?
too patient in fact.
IM SO NOT IN THE MOOD.
I WANNARH KILL YOU.
forget it. im UTTERLY disappointed in you.
im not gonnarh talk you you.

oh shit. i just replied you.
ARGH! i hate you.

2005-08-28T10:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
after serious thoughts, i've decided
that i shall/must/have to live my life
to its FULLEST. yes. (:

small lil things happen everyday.
these small lil things can make you happy or sad.
but these lil things are the ones that make up your life.
some of these things make you happy and ENRICH your life.
yes yes. so why bother being upset?
over small lil stuffs which are NON IMPT.
and needless to say. should be better left forgotten?.
so just be happy larhs. simple as that.
heh heh. dont want to talk too much.

AND YES. I SHALL STUDY HARD.
shall be a nice lil pretty and nerdie girl.
so contradicting. (:
but whatever.

2005-08-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

pea bored.
I WANNARH EXERCISE!!
i dont know i feel so heavy.
my stomach's filled with water.
and i dont care.
i wannarh go out tmr.
im going to watch the maid
and buy teachers' day presents.
sighh. i feel lyk quarrelling hahha.
no idea why.
nvm whatever.
(:

2005-08-27T16:45:00.000+08:00

school sucked.
i flung maths.
everybody agreed it was do-able.
yet everyone made mistakes.
3 to the power of 3.
i wrote 9.
BIMBO LARHS. how stupid.
im gonnah die for this test.
den WE HAD HOME ECONS.
veh nice.
we cooked our dish.
and suikim's SO PROUD cause her tofRi was nicer.
fine larhs. i added tofNoo inside okay!!

after skuul.
i decided nt to go band cause i had TWO DAYS MC.
den siyu and huiyi wanted to go lot one.
so i suggested they go to my hse.
den we came across a HIMBO sitting beside siyu.
they souldnt stop complaining larhs!!!
exp siyu and her hot sun and TENDER skin.
but when they reached my hse.
they say my hse veh nice.
hahha THKEW THKEW.
den dey say dont look lyk wat it seems from the outside.
WHATEVER. hahha.
den i went to bathe.
and they started enjoying themselves in the living room.
hmmm.

den we wanted to take lrt to lot one.
but "due to technical problems, the next train will arrive 15 mins l8r"
den they were lyk ALWAYS LYDDAT ARHS?.
den i was lyk NO. first time i come across actually.
den we walked.
den huiyi damn loud lorhs.
small thing big thing also scream.
den we went to eat kfc.
we talked alot.
den we went to take neos.
take THREE TIMES OKAY!

den they go cut hair.
THEY DIDNT EVEN GO BITS AND PIECES.
haha (:
while i went home.
and i slept all the way. till 12am. (:
smsing deardear.

nights pple.

pfffffffft.

2005-08-25T18:09:00.000+08:00

sighh.
didnt go sch today. ):
sick. vomiting and diarrhea.
or isit diarrhoea?. oh forget it.
its lyk. stuffs coming out from my mouth and butt.
disgusting.
studied alot of maths.
gonnarh study science and do homeec.

i feel darn sad. ):
altho its lyk really not linked to me.
just hope he wont be upset. ):

[[.out.]]

2005-08-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

today was OH SO okay.
kinda got into a bad mood.
den a better mood.
den now a bad mood
THKEW.
is this call wat
post menstrual mood swings?
isnt it pms?. oh whatever.
im lyk so DECLARING it.

trynna find wat time we end sch on 31st.
and MRS LAZAR REFUSE TO REPLY ME.
she doesnt want us to vist her.
or she has forgotten about us alr?.
hmmmm... tts a good thing.
i think Ng.B.T. forgot bout us lerhs.
THATS VEH GOOD.
better than rmbring the girl who always fails her chinese.
heh heh. (:

i wanna jump.
you have all the time now.
BUT NOT FOR ME.
shit me.
i wish im the one without the time.
wont hurt more than anyth.

2005-08-22T19:13:00.001+08:00

today was OKAY.
well. NO MORE monthly bleeding time of the ass.
[[I LYK SAYING TT]]. haha.
anyways. im no more in a swingy mood.
feel kinda happy.
YET STRESSED.
got maths test this fri and im lyk
NOT AT ALL PRACTISING.
and. im determined to start studying for my exams.
next week. (: YES. NEXT WEEK.

i THINK i know why im happy.
cause deardear win his match.
and his finals is on thurs.
AFTER TT HE GOT ALL THE TIME FOR ME (:
heh. thats why im happy.
okay nvm. shall go rest.
l8r got tuition. SEE YALL.
SMOOCHIEKOOS>>>

2005-08-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

im so =( today.
i dunno why.
but. feel so unloved and hmmm.
deprived of childhood. care and concern.
guess im not lyk others.
hahahah just FEEL SAD.
primary sch got alot of pple surrounding you.
so nice so carefree so great.
secondary school.
everyone too busy to care bout you.
sighh. i miss myself.
i feel nobody's caring for me. PFFFFFFFFT.
im getting jealous. ):
you dont care.
NO ONE DOES.

okay nvm. shall reply to tags.
to sijie;
MENTAL. sms me just to tell me you watched charlie alr. SO MEAN. make me so upset larhs. i want cry lorhs. i havent watch!!!! pffffft. fine larhs fine larhs. my DARHLING RIVAL. haha. (: i dont dare tag your board. cause. SO MANY PPLE TAG. pfffffffft. dont talk to you lerhs.

to vera;
its nth larhs. (: your birthday marhs. hahha. I REMINDED CHARLES TO SMS YOU. hahha. cause i was smsing him. so at the same time sms you marhs. i so SWEET right?. hahha (:

to mellissa;
hahha. ITS BRIGHT NOW RIGHT?. thkew for linking me btw. you know my links. im TOO LAZY to do them. hahha.

to bernice;
erm, sorry. thats you. HAH.

2005-08-21T17:07:00.000+08:00

pffffffft.
im doing hmwk.
IM COOL.
hahha. (: shall reply tags l8r.

2005-08-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

today was oh so funny. HAHHA.
okay its gonnarh be long.
so yup. STAY PUT AND ENJOY!

okay. morning.
shucks larhs. ytd i was caught for my hair.
EXPECT ME TO CUT MY TAIL.
no way can. den had to pin up my whole head.
but tt was YTD.
TODAY. kana caught for ear sticks.
fine larhs. one ear stick per ear.
i put two cannot isit!!!. wah lau ehs.

den all the lessons veh boring larhs.
there was music.
we were singing "the prayer".
cant even sing alto larhs!. lyk cant go LOW..
den CHINESE.
hou hou was SHIT.
cause got teacher and vice-principal to see him,
suddenly teach until SO GOOD.
er kns. lyk whatever larhs.
den maths.
was teaching jiawen indices.
i think shes lyk "ER ER ER" ing away.
and huiyi was helping me to copy notes while i taught her.

den siyu, marianne, pinyan, suikim, shuhui, rosaline, mellissa, sijie
AND ME. went to j8. (:
hahah kinda funny on the bus.
shuhui wanted to be my husband and sijie's.
so we got into LES FAMILY.
hahah. VERY VERY complicated.
shuhui's the husband of sijie and me.
rosaline also.
im shuhui's wife on mon wed fri.
im ros' wife on tues thurs sats.
den sijie is the other way larhs.
den siyu's the wife of suikim.
AND shuhui's mistress.
AND rosaline's girlfren.
LYK WHATEVER LARHS. both also steal.

siyu, sijie and shuhui went to eat at macs.
den marianne, pinyan and mellissa ate an kfc.
while ros, suikim an dme ate at mos burger.
den we were lyk. hmmm. alot of time.
go take neos. w/o marianne and pinyan.
den we took first time.
VERY NICE AND VERY FUN.
haha squeeze like hell.
DEN SIJIE ACCIDENTALLY KISS ROS a lil.
den 2nd time was les family photo.
not bad larhs.
me and ros took couple photo.
den me and shuhui also.

den we RUSHED TO MACRITCHIE.
thinkng we were darn late.
but we werent.
and we WALKED tru the xcountry.
lazy hahha.
DEN JIAWEN WAS SO SHOCKED WHEN SHE WON THE LUCKY DRAW.
quite a number of things she got.
den she gave huiyi one of the file.
and gave me one of the erm book.
hahaha. den we went home.

im sleepy. yawns.
im sad. cause we're going nowhere.
DAMN. im determined to forget you.

2005-08-17T16:05:00.000+08:00

im hungry!!!
today was an oh-so-whatever day.
feel lyk doing the "ohmybimbogod" thing.
nvm. =T.

ANYWAY.
langarts was nth.
we ended emily of emerald.
AND I STILL CANT FIND MY BOOK.
den home econs was okay.
our dish was acceptable.
but i have a WHOLE LOT OF THINGS TO DO.
den maths was stupid.
got eight for quiz. stupid mistake.
erm chi was boring. we watched mtvs.
and science lab was so FARNIE.

okay i partnered dajie larhs.
**dajie is ros.
so we were larffing all the way.
i think she quite tired and not happy ):
den she didnt know where to put the wire.
so she was lyk WHERE?
i was lyk AT MY EAR.
stupidly lame- yet oh so funny.
den vera and sam couldnt do it.
and ros had to go over to help them.
den towards the end, ros went silly.
we needed the other wire to touch the end of the lightbulb wire.
den the wire to small.
so she took my penknife to cut the rubber thing around the wire.
den she got a minor electric shock.
den she went "ouch shit"
den she fast remove the pin on the switch.
to make it open. so tt electricity wont flow larhs.
then i larff and larff and larff.
THE WIRE WAS EVEN CONNECTED TO THE SWITCH LARHS.
you know how silly she looked.
lyk its all the switch fault. HAHAHAH

shes gonnarh WRITE ME A LETTER.
and. her butt still hurts.
cause jiaomei removed her chair.
den she wanted to sit.
and she fell to the floor. ):

AND I HAVE MY OWN FILE FOR SCORES NOW. x)
OUT

2005-08-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

pea sad sad.
pea no cry.
BUT PEA WANT CRY.

i cried just now.
we lost the chinese debate.
our beautiful debaters put in their BEST.
but we still lost to 2o4.
pffffffffffft.
its okay. x)
WE STILL RAWK.

my mood's kinda going swingy.
i tink im gonnarh laugh soon. XX

2005-08-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

gagagga.
finished tuition.
I GOT PEEEEEEEEEEEENK BRACES. :D
hahha. i tot it'll look lyk shit.
but its kinda PRETTAE. (:
heh heh
havent done art.
and science ws.
IM TIRED
shallsleepfirst

OUT.

whey

2005-08-15T12:47:00.001+08:00

hahhah. im in SCHOOL
its break now. and jeanne's STANDING in FRONT of me.
and i'm sneezing. hahah (:

oh we had ENGLISH SPEECH AND DRAMA
oh my god. my script was lyk so LONG.
dieded.
mr tang made me lie on the floor. get up and YAWN more than 7 times i bet.
pfffffft.
but it was fun.
now sijie's standing in front of me.

den it was MASS DANCE.
i partnered ros.
shes lyk. SO TALL LARHS.
den we danced waltz. hahah
she was the guy. and i was the girl.
and i was suppose to turn two rounds and she was suppose to grab my hand
den we were sort of suppose to hug.
BUDDEN i TURNED AND I WAS WAITING FOR HER TO GRAB ME.
i turned and i saw her staring at a teacher.
stupid ros. PFFFFFFFFFFFt
make me so paiseh.

anyways the keyboards TOO dusty
im gonnarh die. see you l8r (:

2005-08-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

whahaha.
i just realised sumth.
NO ONE TAGS MY BLOG ON WEEKDAYS.
only on fridays and weekends
do i see LOADS OF TAGS.

okay reply to tags.
to jeanne:
WHAHHAHA. your welcome. haha. YOU RAWK TOO. just dont forget there are many pple hre for you when you need them. (: anyway. i'll be here to lend my EARS when you need it kay?. SMILE BABE. (: MWAHHS. <3 you. p.s dont forget im a TALL giraffe. not a LONG-NECKED giraffe. (:

to sijie:
thks for flooding my blog. CONTINUE to do so. HAHA. my NUMBER ONE FAN. hahha. AUNTY FAIRY IS LYK SO STUPID LARHS. "hi erm aunty fairy. can teach me how to fly?." nice aunty haha. well not as bad as miss apple and miss orange. HAHAH.

to suikim:
HAHHA. :D come on larhs. imagine your name is APPLE or ORANGE. I'LL be PEAR for sure larhs. (: heh. but AUNTY FAIRY IS LYK WORSE CAN?. rmbr ros' relatives. what jan jeanette jane john. OH MY GOD. hahah. anyway. i dunno if pinyan really wants a blog. but IM MAKING A SKIN FOR HER. im nice and everyth good. (: nvm larhs. dont be pig. BE GIRAFFE. think tall. look tall. and be tall. or whatever it is. HAHAH. yes but i dont care. I WANNARH WATCH CHARLIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

to dingjie:
thks for linking and tagging. and tt muffin (:

thats ALL. (:

WHEEEEE

2005-08-13T19:35:00.000+08:00

LOSER.
okay tt seems to be my favourite word.
mummy WAS quarrelling with daddy.
i dont give a shit.
i dunno now.
cause i just woke up.
anyways.
the blogskin i did for marcus. WAS GOOD.
hahha. and shikai's using it for his blog.
well i owe him a skin since lyk. MAY?.
haha. great now. i need to make one for
MYSELf. PINYAN and SIJIE.
okay. shall work on it.
shall do rosies eril l8r and study HISTORY.
suck suck suck.

punybaby pea! (:

pfffffffffft/

2005-08-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

im SO sad.

ytd i screwed up my science test paper.
didnt even know how to answer the questions.
okay. fine bout that.
BUT I SCREWED UP today also.
first was lang arts timed trial.
I FEEL SO fed up.
den i screwed chinese culture. NO I DINT SCREW IT.
but i said sumth that made huiyi sad.
IT JUST. CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH.
i dint mean it.
den I SCREWED UP AUDITIONS.
argh!!!
my sound was FUZZY. TOO FUZZY.
argh. bass drum. ): you're so big. i only got 4 fingers larhs.
SIGHH. forget it.
must help dajie do her ERIL
draw the da vinci CODE.

I FEEL SO SAD.
theres another reason.
but that thing happens EVERYDAY.
i should be used to it.
ARGH.
nvm. i shant be sad.

2005-08-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

HIDE THOSE STUFFS FROM ME. I'LL GET JEALOUS.
I MEAN IT. hah.
so close and sweet.

YAYYYYEEE.
i dunno if im happy or not.
but im shaking my head to the music.
btw. im suppose to be sad. OH WATEVER. haha.
yup. my mum and i still arent on talking terms.
things just got WORSE when i asked her if i could go out. INDIRECTLY.
yup. anyways. IM PIAING for science.
not really. but. yea.
oh im also sad cause i cant go out tmr.
yup. havent ask my mum properly but i got no mood to.
so... BIG DEAl.

oh i just mbred sumth.
cause last yr 7th mth i scared to go to the busstop.
den i tol marcus to walk me to the bus stop every morning.
budden he woke up late. den i also woke up late.
in the end nv pei me.
SO FARNIE. ohkay nvm (:.
anyways, THKEW MARCUS. (: so nice.
he needs a girl to go with him to watch CHARLIE tmr.
but im cant. sorry.

den shikai baked cookies!! so sweet right. (:
yes yes. but not for me. for his class. -.-
PFFFFFFFFFFT.
i'll be so glad if anyone baked for me for no reason. (:
at least got think bout me. hahah.
whatever, loser. no one will think bout YOU.

oh. im tired. shall go off.
BYE. (:

2005-08-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

its been HOURS after i declared myself mental.

i feel so DOWN.
i dunno why.
mabbe should go sleep.
might help.
but wat if i end up staring at the ceiling and thinking bout. you?
but if i dont sleep.
i WILL think bout you.
oh nvm.
btw.
I'VE CUT MY HAIR.
looks lyk some kinda lion but i think its NICE.
and my hair's DAMN thin now larhs.
cannot tie with a rubberband.
can tie with a string.
HAH. whatever.
cant wait to show it to you

im out.

pffffffffffft.

2005-08-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

im DEPRESSED.
lyk WHATEVER.
im creating a HUGE mess.
when theres NO mess at all.
somethings wrong with me.
ohwell. i shant give a shit.
TMR's SUNDAY.
hwachong's carnival is on mon.
dunno should ask him go not.
pffffffffffft.
nvm larhs. SEE HOW FIRST.

stop looking back. theres no way you can get back there.
theres no way you can get the feel again.
once lost. always gone.

OKAY PPLE.
i am OFFCIALLY. mental.

ARGH

2005-08-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

sighh.
tmr got AUDITIONS for band.
m so STRESSED.
just hope i dont screw up my bass drum part.
and my bells part.
ARGH.
HEE HOO HEE HOO.
im relaxed. (:
heh. WHATEVER. ):.

i smashing my sticks on the table.
ARGHH!!!

fine.

2005-08-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

chi test was stupid.
it didnt seem like a test.
i think i would call it SILENT DISCUSSION.
me and jiawen were asking each other how to do.
almost double checking our answers.
plus the fact that me and jiswen ask hou laoshi about the compre qquestion.
and he ANSWERED it for us.
and hou lao shi was sotong enuff to print out the answers for us.
HE THOUGHT IT WAS THE FORMAT.
he didnt know it was answers to the test.

oh yea. huiyi was sick. she went home halfway.
and I SCREWED UP THE TEACHERS DAY AUDITION.
PFFFFFFFFFFFT.
no im NOT happy.

the chinese debate talk was oh-so-boring.
well did provide a lil help.
but i was doing my compo throughout tt 1 and 1/2 hours
well BETTER than beatrice.
colouring her art. and copying zao ju from ciyuchouce.
jiayi's nose was dripping. poor thing ):
hahha. AND I DID I GOOD DEED.
i helped anthea with her zaojus. (:

pbp. (: OUT.

2005-07-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

hell.
im utterly disppointed in you.
you've let me down.
i dont know how to face you.
i dont even wannarh see you.
you just love to make me depressed.
WHY?.
soon.
ONE MORE MTH.
i know how to do it.
i can even repeat what i want to say from back to front.

its the end..
i just hope i can do it.

2005-07-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

bleahs.
I REALLY GOT ALOT OF HMWK TO DO.
but im in a hmwk mood today.
hope i'll finish ALOT of stuffs.
HAH. im so lame. (:
ANYWAY.
I FINALLY LEARNT TO PLAY MY PART of movement for rosa.
took me some time.
cause i tot mr.percussion-man would train us today.
so freaked out he'll scold me when i play wrongly.
tts why i stressed out.
AND I FINALLY PLAYED IT. (:
hah i rawk mahn. (:
YEA.

go weileong's telling me stuffs about briefs.
ARE YOU MAD?.

[p] u n y [b] a b y [P] E A

2005-07-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

PUNY PYGMY FROM tHE METAL PAVEMENT.
means tiny small-sized person from the woodbridge.

I REALLY WANT IT ALL TO END.
YOU MAKE ME HATE YOU.
YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DYING.
WHY. YOU JUST DONT CARE.

im not happy.
i dont know if im upset. HAH mental.
but im trynna find a reason to be sad.
i dont know.
i think i've gotten it all mixed up again.
being happy when im sad.
and sad when im happy.
I THINK ITS BEEN SOMETIME SINCE I LAST GOT UPSET.
i'm really desperate to find a reason to cry.
i wannarh be alone. and keep quiet. [lyk wat dennis wants to do]
save me. [#]

2005-07-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

those girls with their braces. HAHA

2005-07-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

[#]

i miss you when something really good happens,
cause you're the one i want to share it with.
i miss you when something is troubling me,
cause you're the one who understands me so well.
i miss you when i laugh and cry,
cause i know that you'll makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.
i miss you all the time,
MEMORIES. will forever be.
_________________________________________________________
im serious.

PERCUSSION. ilu.
LET THE PASSION LIVE ON. (:

whatever

2005-07-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

constipated pple dont give a shit.
im nt constipated. but im not giving a shit.
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU DO.
I DON'T GIVE A SHIT.
I'M DRAWING A LINE.
CAUSE YOU DONT CARE.
you're just like dennis. [sorry i used your name. (:]
AND YOU'RE INSENSITIVE.
SINCE YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT.
THERE'S NO NEED FOR ME TO.

haha. couldnt wake up in the morning. SO IRRITATING.
ended up waking up late for novena mass.
but nvm. we were early for 11 o'clock one.
AND I BOUGHT A NEW ROSARY.
its a bimbo colour.
pink and green.
yet to get it blessed.
soon soon. (:.
THEN MY MUM AND I WENT SHOPPING.
bought a skirt at novena square.
nice imprinted dots. (:
just realised its pink and green again. HAH.
den we went to E2.
they sold lingerie like SO ex. nvm.
a lady's beauty is worth MUCH MUCH more.
spent lyk 250 bucks there.
mine was lyk more than 70 bucks already.
and lyk one and a half hour there.
poor sales girl. keep running here and there just for my mum.
and i bought someth i never expected myself to buy. HAH

then my dad was lyk complaining.
well he was bored.
so we couldnt shop any more.
PFFFFFFFFFFFT.
reached home.
and i fell STRAIGHT asleep.
havent had a decent sleep in YEARS.
haha. okay tts all.

pea. OUT.

ytd and today

2005-07-23T00:20:00.000+08:00

YTD.
okay. ytd after school.
met up with dennis and my percussion friends.
went to TAKA and ate at mos.
well it was suppose to be only me and dennis lunching.
but WHATEVER.
then he left.
so we went searching for AIWEN's PRESENT.
search here search there. daybreak lerhs.
decided on a MAMBO skirt.
initial price was 80. but 40% discount
so 47. HAH
BUT IMAGINE PAYING 80 BUCKS FOR A BLARDIE SKIRT.
i will cry mahn.
but haha WE GOT TASTE.
and i fell in love with a brown roxy pencil case.

reached home.
huge load of hmwk piled up for me.
not as high as bukit timah hill. but heavier than the earth
did my ppt did until 3am.
IT WAS THE BEST I COULD GO.
anyway i felt it rawked.

today.
SCREW MAHN.
i did my ppt till 3 and you tell me we neednt present that day.
LIKE WHATEVER. still want me present 2 weeks l8r.
what the PIG.
skip that whole chunk of boring day.
THEN IS WAS BAND ELECTIONS.
hahha. kinda boring but FUN!!
AND BIG BIG NEWS. CHRISTAL IS MADE DRUM MAJOR.
did us percussion proud. (:
den andrea made PATRICIA AND ME. PERCUSSION LIBRARIANS.
gave us a TWO toys and a card EACH.
den huijuan's now the TREASURER.
[stupid just sms me to pay up. SO FAST FOR WHAT.] -.-
and liangzhen my punierpie is the QUARTER MANAGER.
funny larhs. instrument all bigger than her still QM. hahha
oh then aiwen gave us stuffs.
cannot stand her speech larhs.
duno wat speech. ):

AHH I CRIED LYK SHIT LARHS. now eyes cannot open.
then we had SECTION DINNER.
together with the SNR SNR weixin and angel.
den while walking got this woman suddenly shout say
"i know you kick my daughter. shame on you"
i dinnt know who she talking to.
so walk walk walk. all of a sudden this guy came out and ask me and huijuan.
"were you the one who kicked my daughter just now?"
den i veh blur i was lyk "har?"
den huijuan pulled me away.
NOW I A LIL GUILTY. altho it might not be me. it might be too.
cause at night cannot see. DEN I CARRYING THIS BIG plastic bag.
maybe is i kick de. OH NO. im sorry. ):

den we ate at pasta.
took neos.
den this guy cut my queue.
i said excuse me.
he pretend nv hear. talk to his friend
i was lyk EXCUSE ME YOU CUT MY QUEUE.
den he was lyk oh sorry sorry.
WHATEVER dont want say dont say.

den took bus back. SCARY. );

ohkay nights (:

YAYYEE

2005-07-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

JUST MADE IT
hahha
thk me